It’s coming down to the final days of school now and I guess I’m coming to another turning point or fork in the road. These points come every so often in life and it means that things are about to change. For the past two years of my life I’ve been driving to Hamilton from Cambridge everyday to go to school. Working hard to hand stories and assignments on time and pass all of my classes. Stress, school and my life all went hand-in-hand.
I’m graduating in June [ assuming I successfully complete a 140 hour internship] and I’m starting to feel displaced. I felt like this after graduating high school too. I’ve been a student for almost my entire life [aside from the two years I took off after high school] and now I’m to embark on an entirely new journey. I’ll always feel like a have a deadline to make, or that I have homework to get done even though I don’t. I’ll just feel like there’s something I should be doing but have no idea what it is.
I guess these voids will eventually be filled with different responsibilities and duties. I might have an internship at a news radio station in Kitchener. I went for an interview last week and I thought I had made a complete ass of myself, but I was called today to come back and meet some more people at the station. I guess that’s a good sign. For now, I’m just going to leave everything up to fate and possibly luck. Hopefully the winds of change will blow me in the right direction. [ I know that was a cheesy line but I couldn't resist]